i've become the observer.
how do i get back inside,
and join the living?
challenge the anxiety.
it all sounds so simple.
but my mind is detached
and things just don't make sense.
i'm afraid and alone.
why don't other people think about these things?
life, existence, why and how am i really here?
it's like the matrix.. i've awakened to a different reality and
i don't feel like i can get back to where i was before.
i wish it would stop.
i wish i felt connected again to the things that make me feel..